♥ Sunday, November 23, 2008

ohh.. hahaha. zi-high XD aww.. esther and an ying went taiwan liao =.=" so sad T_T waaa.. but then haha.. my nxt wk's quite packed lah huh.. mon got trials 2, tues going out, wed co, thursday prob going to watch musical, fri pool XD. hahaha. im busy =P yeah.

anyway trials on friday was *rolling on the floor laughing* can? hahaha. see everyone run around throwing egg and soap. and then see everyone squating on the floor trying to break the ice.. omg =D super funny ahaha. then keat ying's game was tiring okay.. and got alot of gay shots =.=" esp of randy XD haha. and the shampoo game was WOW. damn fun XD the grp leaders are going to have a good time on mon yah (:

O.o spent the past few days slacking (as usual) muahaha. and reading book (i'm a book reader =P surprised bah) eh.. i'm currently reading STRAVAGANZA: City of Secrets. it's a series of bks. and this is the latest bk of the series hahas =/ okay =D that's all i guess.

7 december. the day i regain my dignity, my freedom. and the day when i can truly say goodbye.

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♥ Monday, November 17, 2008

ohh.. one week. hahas. hmm.. didnt rly do much.. just slacking at home.. watch tv.. watch vcd, play facebook, watch more movies, go for co.. hahas. wee kian coming back soon =D after so long!! haiz.. i was so DEAD when he wasn't around can? coz everytime conductor goes "中胡来" then i will be shivering in fear.. hahas. you know my skills are LOUSY.. so... haiz... furthermore interaction day i also zhong performance T_T suay enough lor.. then dont have zhong hu pu.. then randy ask me play erhu =.=" NOO.. i dont want to bring my erhu up and down! zzz..

anyway ytd went to IMM with joanne.. hmm.. she ask me accompany her go see fahrenheit.. hahas.. so many ppl there!! and it was *phew* hot like hell!! so i stayed on the outskirts while joanne go squeeze with other ppl.. haha. but she saw her wu zun lah.. so still quite happy. and i saw my yan ya lun.. so i also happy muahaha. IMM changed alot! hahas.. from the old look to the new "capitalmall" look.. hahas.. but more variety of things to see bah =) and at laserflair i found my movie!! hahas.. it was quite long ago, but i didnt get to watch.. then now i found it! and on clearance sale too XD so yup. *grins*

hmm.. and i rly made up my mind le. i realised something.. i'm always bugging other ppl and making a fool of myself.. NO MORE! muahaha. I. AM. MATURE. i will not act like little kid anymore! yup. i realised all i wanted to do is just to be friends, but you threw it down like i'm some kind of _____ (fill in yourself coz i also dunno =P) so... whatever.. if it's what you want to do *shrugs* i can't force you to do something you don't want to do.. just can express regret. hahas.. and hmm... feel kinda cheated also can? who's the one that said want to be friends de? zzz. LIAR! but hahas.. as what i've heard before:

"everything happens for a reason"

so i believe, there's a reason for your whatever behaviour.. but hmm.. i'm curious abt what the reason is.. so can say? (as though he got read this blog anyway -.-") ai yah.. then again.. curiousity kills the cat and i dont want to die yet so... hmm.. but i'm not a cat! ai yah.. so confusing.. i shall not think too much le =/ i think i will truly rly only give up when you leave this place T_T hahas.. coz until now i'm still imagining.. i think already got over 1000 possible scenarios playing in my mind.. what would happen.. what could happen.. what i want to happen.. BAH. i wish i could take some kind of medicine that can make me only rmb my innocent and carefree times =X (plus retain all my schoolwork lah hahas) bleh

Action may not always bring happiness; but there is no happiness without action. -Benjamin Disraeli-

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♥ Monday, November 10, 2008

hmm.. i think this post should be a bit emo bah..

today had co. and guess who i was lucky enough to see? *ahem* okay.. anyway.. i was quite stunned. and ya.. a whole mixture of feelings too T_T he didn't even glance at me =( omg. so hurtful.. hahas.. and i was like.. 酸甜苦辣.. sadness, bitterness, anger, disappointment, guilt etc etc. OMG.. it was so overwhelming ~>.<~ i nearly cried there and then.. during 小组 haiz.. so depressing.. ARGH. I'm not supposed to think like that! i'm supposed to be indifferent to him le... guess i have to work harder =/

hmm.. there are always things that can brighten up my day though. <3

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♥ Friday, November 7, 2008

wee~ hahas going to do another quiz XD

Name 20 people whom you know,
Mixing of boys and girls will be fun :D
1) Sm XD
2) Joanne Soh
3) Koh Wei Lun
4) Esther Lam
5) Chan Xiao Qi
6) Yu Siang
7) Emelyne
8) Joon Wee
9) Pek Yee
10) *ahem*
11) An Ying
12) Samuel
13) Xue Ying
14) Sherman fsk
15) Elvin
16) Jacky
17) Enlin
18) Hui Min
19) Yan Ru
20) Yang Zhi

1. How did you meet number 15?
[Elvin]
erm.. hahas. we were from the same CCA XD

2. Do you love number 5?
[Chan Xiao Qi]
erm.. hahas. define love? i love her as a friend =)

3. What happens if number 1 goes out with number 20?
[Sm XD, Yang Zhi]
erm.. hahas. celebrate =D Yang Zhi is a good guy for Sm (:

4. Have you bathed with number 13?
[Xue Ying]
erm.. OBVIOUSLY NOT...

5. Have you slapped number 16's butt?
[Jacky]
Urgh.. SO disgusting.. eww.

6. If number 19 proposes to you, will you accept?
[Yan Ru]
*blushes* hahas.. i dont know leh.. i shy (:

7. If number 10 left you all of a sudden and went with 17, what would you do?
[*ahem*, Enlin]
OMG. 心碎.. erm.. i dont know leh.. xue qin will kill me..

8. Would you die for number 14?
[Sherman fsk]
ehh.. hahas why would i? unless he's my 最爱 or something..

9. Do you think number 12 is a hotty?
[Samuel]
erm.. i guess so (:

10. Do you think number 2 is wooing number 18?
[Joanne Soh, Hui Min]
NO.. hahas. 1. they don't know each other.. 2. joanne already has *secret lover*

11. What do you think of number 7?
[Emelyne]
hahas. pretty, clever, hardworking, a lot of secret admirers =D

12. Do you have a crush on number 3 before?
[Koh Wei Lun]
wow.. hahas.. i don't know leh.. didn't rly think about that..

13. If number 4 likes number 9 but number 9 likes you, what would you do?
[Esther Lam, Pek Yee]
aww.. too bad esther.. pek yee's MINE. Muahaha XD

14. What will you do if number 8 is suffering from cancer?
[Joon Wee]
omg.. i don't know.. cry? then erm.. try to help him fulfil his last wish!

15. If number 11 buys a bra for number 6's birthday present, what do you think the colour would be?
[Anying, Yusiang]
Omg.. damn freaky... i think should be the other way round bah. hahas.. anyway.. colour ah.. some florescent colour bah XD

tags XD
1. Daryl
2. Elvin
3. Yishun
4. Sherman fsk
5. whoops.. no more liao.. hahas.

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♥ Sunday, November 2, 2008

yay XD gonna do a quiz (:

1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2.Press forward for each question.
3.Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. no cheating
4.With your answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5.Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
Yu Asakawa - Tsuki No Gotoku (Like the Moon)
[ erm.. like the moon? hmm.. maybe OVER the moon XD coz OP's OVER (:]

Will you get far in life?
Tatsuya Ishii - River
[hmm.. the river flows to the sea.. so yup =) i guess that's pretty far. ]

How do your friends see you?
S.H.E - 半糖主义

[ this one's difficult.. that i'm sometimes nice and sometimes not?? ]

Will you get married?
周杰伦 - 止战之殃
[ O.o quite sad song leh T_T]

What is your best friend's theme song?

潘玮柏/张韶涵 - 快乐崇拜
[ wee~ the song we can all zi-high to during k-box XD ]

What is the story of your life?

Butterfly Boucher feat. David Bowie - Changes
[ i think i can infer that my life undergoes a lot of changes =.= ]

What was high school like?
张震岳/蔡健雅 - 思念是一种病

[hmm.. maybe that it's an illness to think of high school? which => it was bad =( ]

How can you get ahead in life?

Lucas Grabeel / Ashley Tisdale - Bop to the top
[ wow.. can't believe it's actually quite relevant (: i shall start bopping to the top now XD ]

What's the best thing about your friends?
Naomi Tamura - Embracing Light and Dark (hikari to kage wo dakishimeta mama)
[ that they can accept both good and bad?? hahas.. okay i shall inteprete: able to see my good points and accept my flaws (: ]

What's in store for this weekend?

王力宏 - 我们的歌
[ erm.. this one ah... gonna sing my lungs out? ]

Describe your grandparents.

F.I.R - Get High
[ wow.. self explanatory.. ]

How's your life going?

Reiko Takagi/Yumiko Kobayashi - Baribari Otenba (Energetic Tomboys)
[woo~ full of energy =)]

What song will they play at your funeral?
Maho-do - Ojamajo Carnival
[ well.. brightens up the atmosphere -.-" hahas.. it's a happy song! ]

How does the world see you?
Jennifer Lopez - Let's Get Loud
[ hahas. as a NOISY and ZI-HIGH person. yeah~ ]

Will you have a happy life?
Yui Horie - Mainichi ga Otenki (Good weather everyday)
[ it's good weather.. so i guess i should be happy XD yay~ ]

Do people secretly lust after you?
Saiki Mia and Shiraishi Ryoko

- Daiji Da-I-Ji
[ erm.. okay.. i'm not sure what Daiji means.. but i think it's important matter.. hmm.. so that means that i'm important? hahas. so yup. got. ]

How can you make yourself happy?
飞轮海 - 我有我的 young
[ erm.. to know that i'm young ? hahas. or maybe listen to this song..]

What should you do with your life?
Hey! Say! 7 - Hey! Say!
[Hey! Say! my new motto in life XD ]
Will you ever have children?

Se7en - I Know
[ wow.. this one ah.. hahaha =/ I know i'll have children? ]

What song would you strip to?

S.H.E - 触电
[ hahas.. well the title seems okok.. but the song like... hahas.. wrong wrong wrong!]

What does your mum think of you?

S.H.E - 中国话
[ eh.. that i'm too chinese? hahas. but my chinese C.M.I...]

What song would be played at your wedding?
蔡旻佑 - 我可以
[ nice~ hahas. quite romantic XD ]

hahas.. okay.. now shall tag 5 ppl XD

1. Esther Lam
2. Daryl Teo
3. Marvin Chua
4. Sherman Foo Sek Wei
5. Li Enlin

hahas.. well that's all =D shall go find more quizzes XD wee~

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♥ Saturday, November 1, 2008

wee~ op is in 2 more days.. supposed to be doing my script + memorise but i'm damn sian... zzz. so shall post first.. hmm.. first and foremost:

Wed was fac outing =) all the girls wore skirt except esther who pang seh us -.-" hahas. okay.. the outing was so-so lah.. quite boring actually and there wasn't enough food T_T so.. ya. got stuck with eating SUPER salty rice can? and hahas.. okay i have to admit the potatoes were quite good =) although the prawns were like WTH! got mamee 味精 taste.. EWW. and emelyne was spamming salad --> OI the food super nt enough okay?

and we had to resort to hiding at cls bench and play cards.. then when it got to the reverse dancing part.. eme nominated esther... and she shouted from the cls bench!! okay.. so now everyone knows that we were not at our tables.. we were playing cards, and we were totally embarassed! hahas. super funny XD

then thursday.. we went to watch high school musical 3 XD okay.. the songs were nice but the story abit.. ahaha.. typical of HSM =/ but ya.. only got eme, pek yee, daryl and i went to watch movie.. esther and sophia pang seh us =.= so yup.. hahas. went cineleisure de cinema and saw elvin! hahas. just finished A lvl chinese.. and OMG he super pro can? he's taking H3 bio =.= hahas and he asked me whether i taking H3 or not.. thank god i got excuse "oh. i can't take H3 coz i already maxed out my academic units. I take trip science rmb?" LOL.

okay.. then friday, i went back to my sec sch CO =D hahas.. fun fun. the security guard didn't want to let me in lah.. coz he said i was wearing slippers.. and that the discipline master will catch. -.-" i'm an EX-student and so.. what can he do to me? give me detention? hahas.. anyway.. i feel damn OLD can? coz all the sec 4s taking O lvls so no sec 4s there.. then got a whole load of sec 1 students ^_^ 33 弦乐 members.. i think got new record liao.. thank god still got qing xi XD hahas was fun to talk to him and jie wei etc etc. hahas. see i so sociable.. know most of my juniors de okay =D and yaya.. had fun talking to 陈老师 and 沈老师 (: i think bpco become more pro le =D hope they can get GOLD nxt yr~ and qing xi taking the same subject combi as i did -.-" copycat =P

panic mode. haven't memorised script, havent done script. ARGH! better go le =D bye~

i've been trying to figure out.. what would i do if i should see you again. but i guess i won't have this chance anymore. i just need to see you one more time.. and i promise, i'll give it all up.

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